V o I l a !
He got mad. He got mad. He got
mad. Repeat it slowly-H e g o t m a d-enough. What happening with me? And why you don’t
say anything . I leave to himself far away, not to stay. Is it me? Is
that you, Yus? Frozen. I have problem with my digestion since return home. Well
it called maag (as source of sickness or suffer a stomach disorder). One
of symptom is queasy. Today, just at a certain
time I can tarawih in Masjid, a little happy but it was ruined, after that I met him. Maag works when I talked with him.
Pardon me, It makes you illfeel. I can’t think anymore. He said want to make
our problem clear at all but it hasn’t come true. Me-use my ego. He-saturated
because of unclear my attitude. Got mad and go. Here contain many reasons how
you aren’t made fault and how you disenchanted by me. First you’d to come from
long trip to get ‘say hallo’. It wasted your time as much as possible. Second,
your time is meaningless because I am not speak normally or stated opinion. I
just smile even if laughed in front of you. Next you always say I am thinner
yes I am thin and it’s not your fault. Exactly… enough I can’t write any words
over here… You ask why, why, why and why. It burns my head. And I always reply nope,
I’m fine. Maybe I need alone for a while. I can’t understand myself. Sorry.
Idk.
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